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Amelia, If Only by Becky Albertalli

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Amelia, If Only

Publisher
HarperCollins Publishers
Publish Date
19 June 2025
Run Time
7 hours 58 minutes
Format
Audiobook
Rating
4.0 (1 review)

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What to expect

The beautiful and heartwarming new romance from Becky Albertalli, best-selling author of Simon vs the Homo Sapiens Agenda.

Amelia Applebaum isn’t in love with Walter Holland. He just happens to be her favorite moderately famous, chaotically bisexual YouTuber. Who she just happened to invite to prom. (But it’s fine. No, for real. If you delete the post, it didn’t happen.)

Okay, maybe her friends are right: she’s slightly parasocially infatuated. But Amelia just knows sparks would fly—if only she could meet Walter for real.

If only he would host a meet-and-greet.

If only it were just a short road trip away.

And if only she could talk her best friends into making it the perfect last hurrah before graduation—even Amelia’s newly-single, always-cynical, guitar-toting best friend Natalie.

One thing’s for sure: all roads lead to butterflies.

But what if Amelia’s butterflies aren’t for Walter at all?

User Reviews

Book 4.0

Narration 5.0

  • 4.0 5.0

    Wonderful young adult story about the transition from high school to college, the way relationships change and having the confidence to be ourselves.

    VRS 2026-05-19

Details

Author
Becky Albertalli
Narrator
Caitlin Kinnunen
Duration
7 hours 58 minutes
Release Date
19 June 2025
ISBN
9780008610081
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
HarperCollins Publishers
Genre
Children’s / Teenage fiction: Romance and love stories, Children’s / Teenage fiction: Friendship stories, Children’s / Teenage fiction: Humorous stories, Children’s / Teenage fiction: General, modern and contemporary fiction, Children’s / Teenage fiction: Family and home stories
Rating
4.0(1 review)
Narration
5.0(1 review)

Synopsis

The beautiful and heartwarming new romance from Becky Albertalli, best-selling author of Simon vs the Homo Sapiens Agenda. Amelia Applebaum isn’t in love with Walter Holland. He just happens to be her favorite moderately famous, chaotically bisexual YouTuber. Who she just happened to invite to prom. (But it’s fine. No, for real. If you delete the post, it didn’t happen.) Okay, maybe her friends are right: she’s slightly parasocially infatuated. But Amelia just knows sparks would fly—if only she could meet Walter for real. If only he would host a meet-and-greet. If only it were just a short road trip away. And if only she could talk her best friends into making it the perfect last hurrah before graduation—even Amelia’s newly-single, always-cynical, guitar-toting best friend Natalie. One thing’s for sure: all roads lead to butterflies. But what if Amelia’s butterflies aren’t for Walter at all?

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