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Awake Awake
- Author
- Fiona Mozley
- Narrator
- Arabella Arnott
- Publisher
- John Murray Press
- Publish Date
- 4 June 2026
- Run Time
- 8 hours 46 minutes
- Format
- Audiobook
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What to expect
What if you can no longer trust your memories?
Mary is struggling with her memory. She does not have too few recollections but too many, including some that are downright absurd. She has many memories of her childhood: going to parties and on school trips, walks with her father and family dinners. She remembers world events too: the falling of the Twin Towers and the Iraq War. But the most concerning memories she has are about her Jewish grandfather and his role in the death of Adolf Hitler. She feels sure - almost completely sure - that what she has been told can't be true, that she must have imagined the whole thing. But there is a doubt.
To decipher fact from fiction, Mary goes back over her life, sorting through her childhood and adolescence with her three friends in York, through an adulthood accustomed to tragedy. Guided by her family and friends, Mary attempts to figure out what is real, both in history and her own life, all the while wondering if her mind has conjured everything.
'A unique, visionary novel about the toll of memory and the power and fragility of the human heart and mind. Fiona Mozley gives a masterclass in the novel form' Kim Sherwood, author of Testament
Critics Review
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On the one hand, a clarion call - a clear-eyed view of contemporary moral and political failure in the UK - and on the other, an assembly of engrossing philosophical and metaphysical engagements with the nature of memory . . . a fascinating read
M John Harrison, Guardian
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Confident and unsettling . . . Awake Awake deserves a place alongside Meg Wolitzer's The Interestings and Claire Messud's The Burning Girl as an elegiac reflection on the intensity of teenage friendship, along with the almost unbearable pain that results when such a bond is severed
Ruth Franklin, New York Times
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An incredible achievement, a story of friendship, memory, loss, and moral duty unlike any I've read before . . . every character and storyline could be its own novel and yet they come together so thunderously and convincingly . . . It blew me away
Dina Nayeri, author of The Ungrateful Refugee
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A unique, visionary novel about the toll of memory and the power and fragility of the human heart and mind. Fiona Mozley gives a masterclass in the novel form, showing just how much room for invention we still have. I couldn't put it down
Kim Sherwood, author of Testament
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A warm, kindly and beautifully written novel about growing up in a family and in history, about inconvenient memory and haunted repression
Sarah Moss, author of Ghost Wall
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A stunning jewel of a novel. In crisply evoked scenes, Mozley brings to life all the peril and appetite of childhood friendship, set against the changing political climate of the early twenty-first century. It is a book in which the past lives on in the present, in which history itself proves skittish and irreducible. It is, finally, a gorgeous testament to the fierce bonds that connect us when we are young and the memories that shape not only who we were once, but who we become
Emily Fridlund, author of History of Wolves
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All the ingredients are present for a rich and compelling novel
Johanna Thomas-Corr, Sunday Times
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Introspective and intelligent
Irish Times
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A fascinating novel about our tenuous sense of self, friendship, and more
Forbes, Most Anticipated "Weird Girl Lit" for 2026
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An unforgettable inquiry into the nature of memory
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review
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Sharp characters and introspection characterise an engrossing tale that dodges between the fragile and the crisply real
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Details
- Author
- Fiona Mozley
- Narrator
- Arabella Arnott
- Duration
- 8 hours 46 minutes
- Release Date
- 4 June 2026
- ISBN
- 9781399827003
- Format
- Audiobook
- Publisher
- John Murray Press
- Genre
- Modern and contemporary fiction: literary and general, Narrative theme: coming of age, Narrative theme: interior life / psychological fiction
Synopsis
'An incredible achievement, a story of friendship, memory, loss, and moral duty unlike any I've read before' Dina Nayeri, author of The Ungrateful RefugeeWhat if you can no longer trust your memories?Mary is struggling with her memory. She does not have too few recollections but too many, including some that are downright absurd. She has many memories of her childhood: going to parties and on school trips, walks with her father and family dinners. She remembers world events too: the falling of the Twin Towers and the Iraq War. But the most concerning memories she has are about her Jewish grandfather and his role in the death of Adolf Hitler. She feels sure - almost completely sure - that what she has been told can't be true, that she must have imagined the whole thing. But there is a doubt. To decipher fact from fiction, Mary goes back over her life, sorting through her childhood and adolescence with her three friends in York, through an adulthood accustomed to tragedy. Guided by her family and friends, Mary attempts to figure out what is real, both in history and her own life, all the while wondering if her mind has conjured everything.'A unique, visionary novel about the toll of memory and the power and fragility of the human heart and mind. Fiona Mozley gives a masterclass in the novel form' Kim Sherwood, author of Testament
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