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Beautiful Boy

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What to expect

The #1 New York Times best-selling story of addiction and a father’s love: “A brilliant, harrowing, heartbreaking, fascinating story, full of beautiful moments and hard-won wisdom. This book will save a lot of lives and heal a lot of hearts.”—Anne Lamott

Now a Major Motion Picture Starring Steve Carell and Timothée Chalamet.

What had happened to my beautiful boy? To our family? What did I do wrong? Those are the wrenching questions that haunted every moment of David Sheff’s journey through his son’s drug addiction. David’s story is a first: a teenager’s addiction from the parent’s point of view—a real-time chronicle of the shocking descent into substance abuse and the gradual emergence into hope.

Before meth, Sheff’s son, Nic, was a varsity athlete, honor student, and award-winning journalist. After meth, he was a trembling wraith who lied, stole money from his eight-year-old brother, and lived on the streets. With poignant candor, Sheff traces the first warning signs—denial, 3 a.m. phone calls—the attempts at rehabilitation, and, at last, the way past addiction. He shows us that, whatever an addict’s fate, the rest of the family must care for one another too, lest they become addicted to addiction.

Beautiful Boy is a fiercely candid memoir that brings immediacy to the emotional rollercoaster of loving a child who seems beyond help.

Critics Review

“This book will save a lot of lives and heal a lot of hearts.”

Anne Lamott, New York Times bestselling author

“Affecting…Rich with topical research and personal revelation.”

Los Angeles Times

“[A] frightened, beautiful memoir.”

San Francisco Chronicle

“Sheff’s intense memoir is hard to put down…A must-read for, at the least, anyone in similar straits.”

Booklist (starred review)

“This is an honest, hopeful book, coming at a propitious moment in the meth epidemic.” 

Publishers Weekly

“[A] moving, heartbreaking account…Anthony Heald does an excellent job with the reading, his voice and intonation conveying the pain and discouragement Sheff must have felt over his son’s condition.”

School Library Journal

“Sheff writes with amazing candor…Anthony Heald narrates, poignantly capturing Sheff’s highs and lows. Powerful, engaging, instructive.”

BookPage (audio review)

“[A] powerful and sorrowful story…[Heald’s] narration is exciting and engaging.”

AudioFile

“Those of us who love an addict—or are addicts ourselves—will find Beautiful Boy a revelation. David Sheff knows all too well what must be endured with faith, and his extraordinary book describes it better than anything else I’ve read. While painfully candid, Beautiful Boy is equally optimistic and powerful.”

Martin Sheen, actor

User Reviews

Book 5.0
Narration 5.0
Author David Sheff
Narrator Anthony Heald
Duration 11 hours and 29 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781483051017
Format Audiobook
Publisher Blackstone Publishing
Genre Addiction and therapy, Coping with drug and alcohol problems, Memoirs
Availability AU, GB, IE, US
Rating
5.0 (1 review)
Narration
5.0 (1 review)

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