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Before I Let Go

Skyland (Book 1)

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'Real, raw, magnificent - Before I Let Go is the beautiful angst I love to read' COLLEEN HOOVER

Their love was supposed to last forever. But when life delivered blow after devastating blow, Yasmen and Josiah Wade found that love had its limits . . it couldn't save their marriage.

Yasmen wasn't prepared for how her life fell apart, but she's finally starting to find joy again. She and Josiah have found a new rhythm: co-parenting their two kids and running a thriving business together. Yet, like magnets, they're always drawn back to each other, and now they're beginning to wonder if they're truly ready to let go of everything they once had.

One stolen kiss leads to another . . . and then more. It's hot. It's illicit. It's good - until it starts to hurt again. As old wounds reopen, Yasmen and Josiah wonder if it is too late for them to find forever.

Or could they be even better, the second time around?

Award-winning and bestselling 'powerhouse' author Kennedy Ryan is at her absolute best in this compelling, scorching novel about hope and healing, and what it truly means to love for a lifetime (USA Today).

'Breathtaking, gut-wrenching, viscerally romantic' TALIA HIBBERT

'SPECTACULAR! If you love angst with the most satisfying payoff, Before I Let Go is for you' CHRISTINA LAUREN

'Kennedy Ryan pours her whole soul into everything she writes, and it makes for books that are heart-searing, sensual, and life affirming. We are lucky to be living in a world where she writes' EMILY HENRY

'Fans of Colleen Hoover will love this beautiful, unforgettable, oh-so-real second-chance romance whose characters will stay in your heart long after reading' JILL SHALVIS

'Kennedy Ryan writes modern romance with such emotion and beauty. Her stories are guaranteed to break your heart and then they heal it, each and every time' KYLIE SCOTT

'A gorgeously poignant story of healing, family and love' HELEN HOANG

'Every page is perfection' FARRAH ROCHON

'Devastating, thought provoking, and so hopeful, this deeply romantic second-chance love story brought out all my emotions. This book is stunningly beautiful' FARAH HERON

'Challenging, bracing, so evocative, and so REAL' KATE CLAYBORN

'A beautifully told story full of hope, sorrow, and healing, a true testament to the power of love' ALEXANDRIA HOUSE
Author Kennedy Ryan
Narrator Jakobi Diem, Wesleigh Siobhan
Series Skyland
Duration 13 hours and 46 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781405558440
Format Audiobook
Publisher Little, Brown Book Group
Genre Contemporary romance
Availability AU, GB, IE

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