Chalked Up (Updated Edition)

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Dreams of becoming the next Nadia Comaneci led Jennifer Sey to become a gymnast at the age of six. Her early success and love of the sport propelled her and her family to great sacrifice so that she could become a National Team member and one of America’s elite gymnasts by age eleven. But as she set her sights higher, Jennifer began to change, setting her mental and physical health aside in the name of winning. The coaching culture of extreme cruelty drove Jennifer to self-harming behaviors, extreme injuries, an eating disorder, and depression and the adults in her life who were supposed to protect her failed to intervene, swept up in the dream of an Olympic berth.

Now Sey reveals the tarnish beneath the gold medals in this powerful portrait of intensity and drive, and the way that adults set children’s needs aside in the name of winning. Abusive coaches, manipulative business leaders, and parents blinded by the glory of gold forced Jennifer from the sport to find her own way back to mental health, self-worth, and happiness.

Jennifer’s personal tale exposes the dark side of sport, now well documented in the film she produced, Athlete A. Her personal journey provides hope for those young athletes struggling to find their way back from abuse and neglect at the hands of adults who put their own needs ahead of children’s.

Critics Review

  • “Sey’s memoir has sent shock waves through the tightly knit world of top athletes, sparking controversy…She hopes her book might serve as both a wake-up call to a sport that she says she still loves and a lesson to parents whose children enter the world of top athletics.”

    The Observer (London)
  • “A remarkably candid, unblinking portrait of what it truly takes to become a champion…that may forever alter the way you watch sports.”

    Jake Tapper, award–winning journalist and television host
  • “A courageous story befitting a comeback kid.”

    Publishers Weekly
  • “Sey writes with vivid, clear-eyed candor.”

    Library Journal
  • “Fascinating and disturbing…[a] literate and painfully honest sports autobiography.”

    Booklist
  • “A cautionary tale for children, parents, and gymnastics coaches alike…A book that will scare the hell out of many an aspiring gymnast…[and] makes the book so crucial for stage mothers, malleable preteens, and obsessive teenagers.”

    Kirkus Reviews

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