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Fear and Lovely by Anjana Appachana

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Fear and Lovely

Author
Anjana Appachana
Narrator
Esh Alladi, Gurkiran Kaur
Publisher
Oakhill
Publish Date
17 January 2023
Run Time
18 hours 41 minutes
Format
Audiobook
Genre
Fiction: general and literary
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What to expect

Mallika is a painfully shy young woman growing up in the heart of a close-knit, sometimes stifling, New Delhi colony. Though she is surrounded by love, her life is complicated by secrets that she, her mother and her aunt work hard to keep. After suffering a trauma aged 19, Mallika loses three days of her memory and slowly spirals into a deep depression. She must find a way out of this abyss, back to herself and those she cares about. But she must also hide her mental illness from her community. In a narrative that unfolds elliptically from the perspectives of Mallika and the seven people closest to her, the astonishing story of these characters' lives emerges. As each gives voice to contending with their own struggles, secrets and silences shatter.

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Author
Anjana Appachana
Narrator
Esh Alladi, Gurkiran Kaur
Duration
18 hours 41 minutes
Release Date
17 January 2023
ISBN
9781399147408
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Oakhill
Genre
Fiction: general and literary

Synopsis

Mallika is a painfully shy young woman growing up in the heart of a close-knit, sometimes stifling, New Delhi colony. Though she is surrounded by love, her life is complicated by secrets that she, her mother and her aunt work hard to keep. After suffering a trauma aged 19, Mallika loses three days of her memory and slowly spirals into a deep depression. She must find a way out of this abyss, back to herself and those she cares about. But she must also hide her mental illness from her community. In a narrative that unfolds elliptically from the perspectives of Mallika and the seven people closest to her, the astonishing story of these characters' lives emerges. As each gives voice to contending with their own struggles, secrets and silences shatter.

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