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Finding Hildasay by Christian Lewis

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Finding Hildasay

Publisher
Pan Macmillan
Publish Date
2 February 2023
Run Time
9 hours 6 minutes
Format
Audiobook
Rating
4.0 (3 reviews)
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What to expect

The Sunday Times bestseller, read by the author.

In his darkest depression, one idea brought Christian Lewis out of the depths – and into a new life. Finding Hildasay is a brutal and beautiful true story of mental health, survival, walking, and the meaning of home.


‘Now I was finally out of the force of the wind, my body began to warm – the part where the real pain sets in. I’d felt it plenty of times before on this journey, but this time it was different. As I began to regain feeling in my fingers and toes, it burned so strongly that I just sat in tears of pain.’

Ex-paratrooper Christian Lewis had hit rock bottom, suffering with depression so severe he would shut himself in his bedroom for weeks. Then while surfing – his only respite – he cast his eyes along the coastline and realized it was the only place he really wanted to be.

Making an impulsive decision to set himself a challenge – walk the entire coastline of the UK – Chris gave himself a few days to rustle up a tent and walking boots, then left for good with just a tenner in his pocket and two days’ worth of food. Little did he know at the time just how long it would take to cross the finish line – and the encounters that lay ahead that would turn his life around.

Five years later, Chris has navigated the West Coast, Northern Ireland, the hard-rock cliffs of Scotland and the perimeters of the Scottish Islands. He spent three months on an uninhabited island called Hildasay, where there was no fresh water or food. It was there, the most barren his route had become, that the more pride and respect he found within himself – and the more remarkable his journey became. Happiness and hope was just around the corner.

'Exhilarating' – The Observer

'The real journey here is one of self-discovery' – Mail on Sunday

Critics Review

  • The word ‘inspiration’ is often overused; Chris really is an inspiration. I urge you to read his tale

    Sir Andrew Gregory, CEO of SSAFA, the Armed Forces charity

  • Exhilarating

    The Observer

  • The real journey here is one of self-discovery

    Mail on Sunday

  • I love how genuine it feels . . . Chris is a remarkable man

    Dorset Magazine

User Reviews

Book 4.0

Narration 3.7

  • 2.0 1.0

    Disappointing

    This was the November choice for my online bookclub. I was really looking forward to listening to it - but what a disappointment! The narration was bland and boring. The narrative didn’t grab me at all either, and chunks of the back story seemed to be missing, so I struggled to find anything to hang on to. There has been a slew of these books on the market just lately: I have read or listened to quite a lot of them, and for me this has been the worst by a country mile.

    Tulabelle2 2024-12-02
  • 5.0 5.0

    What can I say ?!!!! Truly beautiful and inspirational ❤️

    tracy 1970 2023-05-01

Details

Author
Christian Lewis
Narrator
Christian Lewis
Duration
9 hours 6 minutes
Release Date
2 February 2023
ISBN
9781035006816
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Pan Macmillan
Genre
Memoirs, Biography: adventurers and explorers, True stories of heroism, endurance and survival, Travel writing, Coping with / advice about depression and other mood disorders
Rating
4.0(3 reviews)
Narration
3.7(3 reviews)

Synopsis

The Sunday Times bestseller, read by the author.In his darkest depression, one idea brought Christian Lewis out of the depths – and into a new life. Finding Hildasay is a brutal and beautiful true story of mental health, survival, walking, and the meaning of home.‘Now I was finally out of the force of the wind, my body began to warm – the part where the real pain sets in. I’d felt it plenty of times before on this journey, but this time it was different. As I began to regain feeling in my fingers and toes, it burned so strongly that I just sat in tears of pain.’Ex-paratrooper Christian Lewis had hit rock bottom, suffering with depression so severe he would shut himself in his bedroom for weeks. Then while surfing – his only respite – he cast his eyes along the coastline and realized it was the only place he really wanted to be.Making an impulsive decision to set himself a challenge – walk the entire coastline of the UK – Chris gave himself a few days to rustle up a tent and walking boots, then left for good with just a tenner in his pocket and two days’ worth of food. Little did he know at the time just how long it would take to cross the finish line – and the encounters that lay ahead that would turn his life around.Five years later, Chris has navigated the West Coast, Northern Ireland, the hard-rock cliffs of Scotland and the perimeters of the Scottish Islands. He spent three months on an uninhabited island called Hildasay, where there was no fresh water or food. It was there, the most barren his route had become, that the more pride and respect he found within himself – and the more remarkable his journey became. Happiness and hope was just around the corner.'Exhilarating' – The Observer'The real journey here is one of self-discovery' – Mail on Sunday

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