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Holding Myself by Victoria J. Brown

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Holding Myself

The Chaos Series (Book 1)

Publisher
Bloodhound Books
Publish Date
20 August 2026
Run Time
6 hours 41 minutes
Format
Audiobook
$13.95

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What to expect

A busy, unmarried salon owner finds herself unexpectedly pregnant in this poignant novel about love and its complications . . . 

This audiobook is narrated using advanced digital voice technology for clear, natural-sounding storytelling.

Kat has a busy life. She runs her own beauty salon and has an alcoholic father to worry about. To make matters worse, she has just discovered she is pregnant. 
Kat and Max have only been together for six months, and she has a turbulent relationship with his mother—and with his ex-girlfriend, who refuses to go away. As the pressure builds, Kat finds herself wondering what path to take. Can she possibly handle bringing up a baby right now? Can she keep her head above water while her life spirals out of control? Kat has some big decisions to make—and whatever happens, her life is going to change forever . . .
"An amazing character." — Gemma's Book Reviews

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Details

Author
Victoria J. Brown
Narrator
Alexis Lancaster
Duration
6 hours 41 minutes
Release Date
20 August 2026
ISBN
9798337212753
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Bloodhound Books
Genre
Family saga / generational saga fiction, Family life fiction / Stories about family

Synopsis

A busy, unmarried salon owner finds herself unexpectedly pregnant in this poignant novel about love and its complications . . . This audiobook is narrated using advanced digital voice technology for clear, natural-sounding storytelling. Kat has a busy life. She runs her own beauty salon and has an alcoholic father to worry about. To make matters worse, she has just discovered she is pregnant. Kat and Max have only been together for six months, and she has a turbulent relationship with his mother—and with his ex-girlfriend, who refuses to go away. As the pressure builds, Kat finds herself wondering what path to take. Can she possibly handle bringing up a baby right now? Can she keep her head above water while her life spirals out of control? Kat has some big decisions to make—and whatever happens, her life is going to change forever . . . "An amazing character." — Gemma's Book Reviews

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