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'OMG! This book had me gripped from the start, it literally took me less than 4 hours to read it. I just couldn't put it down... loved it!' Goodreads reviewer ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ ⭐

My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my twelve-week-old son.

I have no memory of what happened but you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police are telling you, don't you?

But if you can't remember what happened, how can you be sure that they are telling the truth?

And if there was the smallest chance your son was alive, wouldn't you do anything to get him back?

A heart-stopping, addictive thriller that will have you hooked from the first page to the last, perfect for fans of The Girl on the Train, The Silent Patient and The Family Upstairs.

Readers LOVE How I Lost You:


'Utterly gripping' CLARE MACKINTOSH

'Hooked from the first page and kept me guessing right up until the end' CLAIRE DOUGLAS

'An outstanding and original thriller' BA PARIS

'Will keep you glued to your seat' ALEX MARWOOD

'Addictive stuff' WOMAN & HOME

'Dark as hell' SUSI HOLLIDAY

'An addictive thriller' GOOD HOUSEKEEPING

'Jenny is an evil genius' LISA HALL

'A thoroughly twisty treat' HEAT

'A compulsive, thoroughly engrossing thriller' RED MAGAZINE

Critics Review

As twisted as a mountain road, Blackhurst's fast-moving and unputdownable debut will keep you glued to your seat
Alex Marwood
An absolute and complete page turner that had me completely enthralled . . . Definitely highly recommended for fans of psychological thrillers
www.lizlovesbooks.com
Amazing read that I couldn't put down, gripping storyline, brilliant debut'
Amazon, 5*
Utterly gripping - brilliant debut!
Clare Mackintosh author of I LET YOU GO
Haunting, moving and wonderful! A gripping interpretation of post-natal emotions and the roller coaster that follows
Amazon, 5*
Loved this book! Once I got started I couldn't put it down desperate to know the next twist or turn
Amazon, 5*
This is the best book that I've read in a long time . . . I was completely hooked
Amazon, 5*
Author Jenny Blackhurst
Narrator Jennifer Ness
Duration 10 hours and 47 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781472218971
Format x-book®
Publisher Headline
Genre Crime and mystery fiction
Availability AU, GB, IE

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