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I Don’t Want to Talk About Home

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'I carry my troubled homeland within me; I hide it like a crime.'

Growing up in deeply conservative Saudi Arabia, Suad Aldarra felt stifled. The daughter of Syrian parents, she railed against the extreme strictures placed on women in Saudi society at the time and the rising prejudice her family faced as migrants. When the opportunity arose to study software engineering at Damascus University, she jumped at the chance to move to the city she loved for a degree of freedom she'd never known.

But when the war started, everything changed. Suddenly Suad and her new husband Housam were thrown into a world of relentless pressure and fled to post-Arab Spring Egypt. Suad's degree in engineering was the saving grace that allowed her to travel to Ireland on a working visa. Yet reaching safety came at a price...

I Don't Want to Talk About Home is not a memoir about war and destruction. It's not about camps or boats. It's about the enduring love for a home that ceased to exist and how to build a life out of the rubble.

With great warmth and insight, Suad writes about those left behind paper borders, the sacrifices made, and the parts of yourself you lose and find when integrating into a new world.

Powerful, fascinating and deeply moving - this book pushes aside our lazy images of human migration and refugees. I loved it. - RODDY DOYLE author of Love

Full of heart, honesty and hard-learnt wisdom... a captivating journey across continents, history and culture. I literally couldn't put this book down. - JAN CARSON author of The Raptures

© Suad Aldarra 2022 (P) Penguin Audio 2022

Critics Review

Powerful, fascinating and deeply moving – this book pushes aside our lazy images of human migration and refugees. I loved it.

Roddy Doyle, author of Love

Full of heart, honesty and hard-learnt wisdom, I Don’t Want To Talk About Home addresses complex issues about identity, belonging and family. This book took me on a captivating journey across continents, history and culture. Suad Aldarra possesses a rare gift to when it comes to storytelling; I literally couldn’t put this book down.

Jan Carson, author of The Raptures

Illuminating, vivid, and insightful, this is such a timely book.

Louise O'Neill, author of Idol

This is a heart-wrenching memoir. Suad’s courage, resilience and determination to find a place she can now call home, shines through. A beautiful book that I read in one sitting.

Sinead Moriarty, author of Yours, Mine, Ours

It is difficult to convey in a few words how much I loved this book. Full of heart-wrenching moments, it moved me to tears frequently, tears of both empathy and joy.
A beautiful evocation of a lost home and a lost homeland, tender, heartfelt, elegiac, full of humorous and wry observations that create a vivid picture of a vibrant world little known, understood, or appreciated in the west, it gives identity, humanity, and dignity to all those too often dismissed as faceless and nameless ‘refugees’ or ‘migrants.’

Arnold Thomas Fanning, author of Mind on Fire
Author Suad Aldarra
Narrator Nadia Albina
Duration 9 hours and 45 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781529901740
Format Audiobook
Publisher Transworld
Genre Memoirs, True stories of survival of abuse and injustice
Availability AU, GB, IE, US

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