If Only I Could Tell You
- Author Hannah Beckerman
- Narrator Nicky Diss
- Publisher Orion
- Publish Date 21 February 2019
- Run Time 9 hours and 37 minutes
- Format Audio
- Genre Modern and contemporary fiction.
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What to expect
A TWIST THAT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART . . . AN ENDING THAT WILL PUT IT BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.
'I loved it' Jojo Moyes
'Compelling and moving . . . it made me cry' Marian Keyes
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Audrey's family has fallen apart. Her two grown-up daughters, Jess and Lily, are estranged, and her two teenage granddaughters have never been allowed to meet. A secret that echoes back thirty years has splintered the family in two, but is also the one thing keeping them connected.
As tensions reach breaking point, the irrevocable choice that one of them made all those years ago is about to surface. After years of secrets and silence, how can one broken family find their way back to each other?
*****
Praise for If Only I Could Tell You:
'A must-read. An absorbing tale of long-buried family secrets, grief and guilt with a midpoint twist that changes everything' - SUNDAY EXPRESS MAGAZINE
'Resolutely heartbreaking...in a plot galvanised by guilt...quieter observations become just as unravelling' - GUARDIAN
'A tender portrait of family lives, losses and secrets' Clare Mackintosh, author of I Let You Go
'Tense, moving and tender' - SUN ON SUNDAY
'Tender, heartbreaking and utterly beautiful' - PSYCHOLOGIES
'Utterly compelling and completely heart-breaking. I couldn't put it down' Ruth Hogan, author of The Keeper of Lost Things
'A powerful novel about grief, guilt and...secrets' - SUNDAY EXPRESS
'Emotionally engaging, clever & wonderfully satisfying' Kate Mosse, author of The Burning Chambers
'A tender and heartbreaking second novel' - DAILY MAIL
'If Only I Could Tell You breaks your heart, but with an incredible skill and elegance... I loved it to bits' Joanna Cannon, author of The Trouble With Goats and Sheep
'Life-affirming' - RED
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