Let Me Go Mad in My Own Way

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ONE OF THE MOST ANTICIPATED NOVELS OF 2025 AS SELECTED BY THE OBSERVER, THE IRISH TIMES, JOURNAL.IE, RTE GUIDE AND SUNDAY TIMES IRELAND


The deeply moving story of the O’Connor family, its troubled past in the West of Ireland, and a love story of second chances from the Booker-longlisted author of How to Build a Boat'

Claire O’Connor’s life has been on hold since she broke up with Tom Morton and moved from London back home to the rugged West of Ireland to care for her dying father. But glimpses of her old life are sure to follow when Tom unexpectedly moves nearby. As Claire is thrown into a love she thought she’d left behind, she questions if Tom has come for her or for himself.

Living in her childhood home brings its own challenges. While Claire tries to maintain a normal life – getting lost online, going to work and minding her own business – Tom’s return stirs up haunting memories trapped within the walls of the old family house.

Let Me Go Mad in My Own Way is a story of love and resilience, rich with history and drama, and the legacies of violence and redemption. As the secrets of the past are revealed, Claire must confront whether she can escape her history to make a future for herself.

Elaine Feeney is one of Irish literature's most gifted and persuasive storytellers' SINÉAD GLEESON

'An uncanny understanding of the workings of the human heart. I loved this book' LOUISE KENNEDY

'Full of humanity, a story for our times' MARY COSTELLO

© Elaine Feeney 2025 (P) Penguin Audio 2025

Critics Review

Feeney’s astute lyricism makes for a marvellously engaging story
Mail on Sunday
One of Irish literature's most gifted and persuasive storytellers.
Sinéad Gleeson
An uncanny understanding of the workings of the human heart. I loved this book.
Louise Kennedy
This book touched my soul ... A perfect depiction of the complicated relationships we have with ourselves and our histories.
Katriona O'Sullivan
Lulls the reader with its lyrical beauty, then slowly devastates with its raw passion and pain ... Shocking, intelligent and full of humanity, this is a story for our times.
Mary Costello
A very strong novel and I was gripped by it throughout
RTE Radio
Hugely powerful ...likely one of the most original you'll read this year
Daily Mail
Expertly balances light and darkness, in a story that grips and engages... Sizzling, electric ... charged with humour and anger, reinvigorating and unexpected ...I loved it so
Jenny Mustard
Superb... Feeney examines everything from intergenerational trauma and violence to tradwives, with insight, wit and compassion
Irish Times, Summer Reads
The pull of home feels as irresistible as it is destabilising, forcing a confrontation with unspeakable truths... With a poet's eye, Feeney reflects on inherited trauma as well as today's 'trad wife' phenomenon
Observer

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