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More Happy Than Not

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What to expect

In his twisty, gritty, profoundly moving debut—called “mandatory reading” by the New York Times—Adam Silvera brings to life a charged, dangerous near-future summer in the Bronx.

In the months after his father’s suicide, it’s been tough for 16-year-old Aaron Soto to find happiness again—but he’s still gunning for it. With the support of his girlfriend Genevieve and his overworked mom, he’s slowly remembering what that might feel like. But grief and the smile-shaped scar on his wrist prevent him from forgetting completely.

When Genevieve leaves for a couple of weeks, Aaron spends all his time hanging out with this new guy, Thomas. Aaron’s crew notices, and they’re not exactly thrilled. But Aaron can’t deny the happiness Thomas brings or how Thomas makes him feel safe from himself, despite the tensions their friendship is stirring with his girlfriend and friends. Since Aaron can’t stay away from Thomas or turn off his newfound feelings for him, he considers turning to the Leteo Institute’s revolutionary memory-alteration procedure to straighten himself out, even if it means forgetting who he truly is.

Why does happiness have to be so hard?

“Silvera managed to leave me smiling after totally breaking my  heart. Unforgettable.”—Becky Albertalli, author of Simon vs. The Homo Sapiens Agenda

A Booklist Editor's Choice of 2015 • Finalist: ABA Best Young Adult Novel • Los Angeles Public Library Best Teen Books of 2015 • Paste Magazine's #1 YA Novel of 2015

Author Adam Silvera
Narrator Ramón de Ocampo
Duration 8 hours and 19 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781490683935
Format Audiobook
Publisher Recorded Books, Inc.
Genre Children’s / Teenage fiction: Fantasy, Children’s / Teenage fiction: General fiction, Children’s / Teenage fiction: Relationship stories – Romance, love or friendship, Children’s / Teenage personal and social topics: LGBTQ+
Availability US

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