More Than You’ll Ever Know

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A stunning debut novel of love, murder, tragedy and redemption.

Lore Rivera was married to two men at once, until on a baking hot day in 1986, one of them found out and shot the other. A secret double life, a tragic murder. That's the story the world knows.

It's not the story that fascinates Cassie Bowman.

Carrying the weight of her own family tragedy, true-crime writer Cassie wants to know more about the mysterious woman at the heart of it all, Lore. How did one woman fall in love with two different men? How did she balance the love and the lies? And, in the aftermath of the worst possible ending, how has she managed to go on?

To her surprise, Cassie finds that Lore is willing to talk. To finally tell her spellbinding, heartbreaking story - about how a dance became an affair; how a marriage became a murder.

As the two women grow closer, Cassie finds she can't help but confess her own darkest secrets. But when she slowly starts to realise that there might be more to the night of the murder than anyone has realised, can either woman face up to the thing they've been hiding from: the truth?

© Katie Gutierrez 2022 (P) Penguin Audio 2022

Critics Review

Intelligent and nuanced . . . raises a host of difficult but fascinating questions

GUARDIAN

A sprawling, stunning, twisting triumph. By turns heart-pounding and heart-wrenching, this is a story of marriage and murder, of the secrets we endure and the lies we tell ourselves to keep them. So achingly clever and stylish, More Than You’ll Ever Know is a special novel from a very special writer

Chris Whitaker

Breath-taking and brimming with empathy, exploration of motherhood, marriage, and the consequences that come from obsessions with true crime

Cosmopolitan

I was enthralled with More Than You’ll Ever Know from the very first pages of Gutierrez’s rich and assured writing. A gripping and thoughtful exploration of motherhood and marriage, the complexity of female desire, and the consequence of our obsession with true crime, it’s one of the best suspenseful dramas I’ve read in years. An exceptional, stunning debut-I absolutely loved it

Ashley Audrain, New York Times bestselling author of The Push

A sweeping novel, unflinching and evocative in its engrossing study of love, motherhood, sex, Mexico, journalism and more

Washington Post

A stunning portrait of female reckoning – Katie Gutierrez creates layered and vivid characters, forced to confront the complexities of their own desires. An immaculate novel that explores marriage and choice, partnership and autonomy, More Than You’ll Ever Know is a wonder to behold

Danya Kukafka, bestselling author of Notes On An Execution

Smart, sophisticated and sly, Katie Gutierrez masterfully weaves a tale of two families, a double life and an ultimate act of passion that will have you on the edge of your seat as the truth is revealed. There are thrillers that tease, but More Than You’ll Ever Know will haunt your dreams. A stunning debut from a magnificent storyteller

Adriana Trigiani

A tale of two women, two timelines, two sides of a border and two husbands, More Than You’ll Ever Know is a novel both compelling and resonant – a novel which grips you like a thriller as you are reading it, with characters and themes which linger in the mind like the best literary fiction. This is an unforgettable story, told brilliantly – one of those novels where from the first page you know you are in the hands of a writer of verve, confidence and conviction

Ellery Lloyd

A taut, unputdownable thriller, but also a gorgeously written examination of motherhood, ambition, and sacrifice, set between Texas and Mexico city. I loved every moment.

Grace Li, Sunday Times bestselling author of Portrait of a Thief

This is a crime book unlike any I’ve read before. More Than You’ll Ever Know is written with such beauty and tenderness – about the ferocity of love, the lure of desire, and the strength of family bonds. It blew me away

bestselling author of Richard & Judy pick, The Twins

What happens when a mother wants more? A seductive, urgent tale about desire, family, the pursuit of truth, and the art of storytelling, More Than You’ll Ever Know will astonish readers with its vastness, romance, tragedy, and abundant heart. I became obsessed with Katie Gutierrez’s restless, secret-keeping heroines and didn’t want this book to ever end

Jessamine Chan, New York Times bestselling author of The School for Good Mothers

I love a complicated female character, someone who doesn’t behave as society dictates, and I was hooked by both Cassie and Lore’s stories. A brilliant debut that doesn’t just tiptoe around the grey edges of morality, but dives right in

Louise Hare

My favourite book club book so far . . . Brilliantly observed, psychological drama

BBC Radio 2 Book Club

Enthralling, breathtaking, and propulsive, MORE THAN YOU’LL EVER KNOW is the kind of book that only comes around once every decade. With hypnotic, shimmering prose set against a masterful plot, Katie Gutierrez has crafted an explosive modern classic–a groundbreaking, razor-sharp exploration of what it means to be a woman in all its complexity, as well as a deep dive into the morally gray areas of the double lives we all lead. Equal parts literary tour de force and domestic suspense, with a sweeping, sprawling narrative, More Than You’ll Ever Know is poised to become the buzziest book of the year

May Cobb, author of The Hunting Wives

Such a great story . . . with a sense of time and place in America and Mexico

BBC Radio 2 Book Club

I love this book more than Dolores “Lore” Rivera loves both her families and now you have to read this book to understand what I mean

CrimeReads

Every book here does something new and exciting within the genre, managing to tackle big, weighty themes while also being exceptionally readable . . . An unapologetic, unflinching examination of love, sacrifice and desire

Washington Post

As addictive as a real-life who-dunnit, with thoughtful attention to the ethical implications of the true crime genre, More Than You’ll Ever Know explores how we entangle ourselves one choice at a time, and what it costs to unravel the damage. Crystalline and multi-faceted, this is a page-turner brimming with empathy, a window into 1980s Mexico City and Laredo, and the ways community both bouys and pulls us under. Katie Gutierrez is a force, and she writes fabulously complicated, fully-realized characters who will linger with you long after the final page

Julia Fine, author of The Upstairs House and What Should Be Wild

It’s difficult to believe that this masterful novel is a first book. Katie Gutierrez handles its dangerous turns like a Formula One driver. That elegance, darkness, even fear are deftly intertwined in the story make it a wonderful read. More books, please

Luis Alberto Urrea

I really enjoyed this book . . . A warning against self-deception . . . Appeals to people who enjoy domestic noir

BBC Radio 2 Book Club

An electrifying debut

Woman's Own

Doesn’t read like a debut . . . Everybody should be picking this book up

BBC Radio 2 Book Club

With thrilling, atmospheric prose set against an intricate plot, Katie Gutierrez’s debut More Than You’ll Ever Know is both a suspenseful mystery, a family drama, and an astute examination of motherhood, love, and secrets. I read this morally complex novel ravenously, desperate to discover the fates of the two women at its center. You won’t be able to put this book down

Lara Prescott, New York Times bestselling author of The Secrets We Kept

With beautifully written prose and razor-sharp insight, Katie Gutierrez draws us into More Than You’ll Ever Know‘s gripping and complex world. Even as the dual storylines left me breathless, I found myself more captivated by Gutierrez’s intimate and compassionate portrayal of these women, their men, and the many secrets they kept. Passionate, supremely intelligent, and thrilling

Jean Kwok, New York Times bestselling author of Searching for Sylvie Lee

A complex portrait of marriage and desire, a thought-provoking exploration of motherhood, and a fascinating look at our collective obsession with true crime . . . Combining domestic drama, crime, slow-burn psychological mystery and a touch of historical fiction, More Than You’ll Ever Know is a true page-turner

Culturefly

Enthralling and beautifully written

Boston Globe

An evocative drama . . . This masterful work of literary suspense marks the debut of an extraordinary new writer

Mummy Pages UK

Suspenseful, seductive, gorgeously written

Minneapolis Star Tribune

An intriguing story of complex characters and their long-buried secrets

Daily Express

A must-read for true crime lovers

Buzzfeed Books

‘I can hear the book club discussions now… undeniably powerful’

Chandler Baker

Infuses the summer mystery genre with some serious ideas about our obsession with crime stories and our sense of women’s identities.

Los Angeles Times

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