Only Here, Only Now
- Author Tom Newlands
- Narrator Amelia Leith
- Publisher Orion
- Publish Date 13 June 2024
- Run Time 11 hours
- Format Audio
- Genre Family life fiction, Modern and contemporary fiction, Narrative theme: Coming of age, Poverty and precarity.
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What to expect
Winner of the McKitterick Prize 2025
Shortlisted for the Gordon Burn Prize 2025
Runner up for the the ADCI Literary Prize 2025
'Absolutely loved this. Funny and heartbreaking in equal measure'
DOUGLAS STUART
'Glorious . . . so unusual, so moving, so memorable'
GUARDIAN
'Tom Newlands may make several prize lists for his stunning debut'
OBSERVER
'This isn't just a great first novel; it's a great novel. And Cora, the mad, chaotic, wise, funny narrator, is one of the great characters'
RODDY DOYLE
'It's not every day you read a modern classic. But this feels destined to become one. A thunderous achievement'
NATHAN FILER
Fife, in the blazing hot summer of 1994. Cora Mowat's mates don't understand her, but then Cora Mowat doesn't understand herself. She's stuck on a seaside council estate full of dafties, old folk and seagulls, with a thousand dreams and a restless brain that won't behave. She's dying to escape but unsure of what the future holds - if it holds anything at all for a girl like her.
When her Mam's new boyfriend moves in, tensions rise in their tiny house. Gunner means well, but he's dodgy - a shaven-headed shoplifter with more than a few secrets stashed under the bed. As their attempts to forge a makeshift family unravel, Cora rails against her small-town existence in search of love, acceptance and a path to something good. But sometimes you can't move forward until you find your way back . . .
In this extraordinary debut, drawn from life but written with riotous imagination, Tom Newlands explores what it means to come of age in a forgotten corner of Scotland and dream of a life that feels out of reach. Vibrant, lyrical and fiercely funny, Only Here, Only Now is a story about poverty, identity and family that shines with hope and resilience.
'A fantastic debut novel . . . it's a corker'
KATHY BURKE
'Only Here, Only Now heralds the arrival of an urgent and unique new voice'
DAVID PEACE
'Cora Mowat is a feisty, Impulse-drenched, Lilt-blooded smasher of a main character and Tom Newland's prose is fierce and tender, taking us straight to the thudding heart of Cora's chaotic life'
VICTORIA MACKENZIE
'Tom Newlands is the real thing. His story will change you'
MICHAEL SHEEN
'Funny, truthful, heartbreaking yet hopeful'
JENNIE GODFREY
Shortlisted for the Gordon Burn Prize 2025
Runner up for the the ADCI Literary Prize 2025
'Absolutely loved this. Funny and heartbreaking in equal measure'
DOUGLAS STUART
'Glorious . . . so unusual, so moving, so memorable'
GUARDIAN
'Tom Newlands may make several prize lists for his stunning debut'
OBSERVER
'This isn't just a great first novel; it's a great novel. And Cora, the mad, chaotic, wise, funny narrator, is one of the great characters'
RODDY DOYLE
'It's not every day you read a modern classic. But this feels destined to become one. A thunderous achievement'
NATHAN FILER
Fife, in the blazing hot summer of 1994. Cora Mowat's mates don't understand her, but then Cora Mowat doesn't understand herself. She's stuck on a seaside council estate full of dafties, old folk and seagulls, with a thousand dreams and a restless brain that won't behave. She's dying to escape but unsure of what the future holds - if it holds anything at all for a girl like her.
When her Mam's new boyfriend moves in, tensions rise in their tiny house. Gunner means well, but he's dodgy - a shaven-headed shoplifter with more than a few secrets stashed under the bed. As their attempts to forge a makeshift family unravel, Cora rails against her small-town existence in search of love, acceptance and a path to something good. But sometimes you can't move forward until you find your way back . . .
In this extraordinary debut, drawn from life but written with riotous imagination, Tom Newlands explores what it means to come of age in a forgotten corner of Scotland and dream of a life that feels out of reach. Vibrant, lyrical and fiercely funny, Only Here, Only Now is a story about poverty, identity and family that shines with hope and resilience.
'A fantastic debut novel . . . it's a corker'
KATHY BURKE
'Only Here, Only Now heralds the arrival of an urgent and unique new voice'
DAVID PEACE
'Cora Mowat is a feisty, Impulse-drenched, Lilt-blooded smasher of a main character and Tom Newland's prose is fierce and tender, taking us straight to the thudding heart of Cora's chaotic life'
VICTORIA MACKENZIE
'Tom Newlands is the real thing. His story will change you'
MICHAEL SHEEN
'Funny, truthful, heartbreaking yet hopeful'
JENNIE GODFREY
Critics Review
This isn't just a great first novel; it's a great novel. And Cora, the mad, chaotic, wise, funny narrator, is one of the great characters
It's not every day you read a modern classic. But this feels destined to become one. A thunderous achievement
Only Here, Only Now heralds the arrival of an urgent and unique new voice, as engaging and as startling as Paddy Clarke Ha Ha Ha, Morvern Callar or The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time, and will surely be hailed as one of the great British debut novels
Tom Newlands is the real thing. His story will change you
A funny, truthful, heartbreaking yet hopeful read
An uncompromising story, finely told, with a feisty, urgent heart at its centre. I read in awe of Cora's resilience, while prickling with unease that anyone should have to find it in such measure
Tom Newland's Only Here, Only Now is a piercing howl of a novel, sharp, elegant and humane. I loved it
A breathtaking debut from an exciting new storytelling talent. Wise, funny, tragic and hopeful.Cora and her world are heart-rendingly authentic
An astonishing debut, full of grit, humour and truth. I defy you not to fall in love with Cora Mowat
I loved Only Here, Only Now. Tender, achingly funny and full of truth
Only Here, Only Now is one of the best debuts I've read in years. Cora Mowat is an iconic heroine, growing up against the odds; she's a feisty, Impulse-drenched, Lilt-blooded smasher of a main character and Tom Newland's prose is fierce and tender, taking us straight to the thudding heart of Cora's chaotic life. A wonderful, gut-wrenching, heart-soaring novel
In a tremendous act of empathy, in his debut novel Tom Newlands describes both an abandoned, neglected landscape - the small Scottish seaside town of Muircross after the collapse of the mining industry - and what it is like to be inside the mind of a young girl, Cora Mowat, who has undiagnosed ADHD. By turns heartbreaking and hilarious, this is a story of survival against grim odds, superbly spun by a narrator grappling to get to grips with both herself and the incomprehensible world around her. Cora Mowat is my kind of weirdo
A coming-of-age novel that takes the reader inside the brilliant, fizzing mind of a teenage girl with ADHD growing up in post-industrial Scotland. Funny and fierce
Heartbreaking and hilarious . . . the story of a Scottish girl with undiagnosed ADHD, trying to make sense of the world
Think Shuggie Bain. Think Trainspotting. Think The Cutting Room. You can add Tom Newlands to that list. Only Here, Only Now is the Scottish writer's debut novel and it's a brammer . . . A vivid, synesthetic piece of writing . . . What's thrilling is that the book goes in the directions you are not expecting. And at its heart there is the unmistakeable voice of this flawed, messy, anxious, kind of heroic teenage girl. The Scottish book of the summer
Rich and vivid . . . Tom Newlands may make several prize lists for his stunning debut, a portrait of a teenager with undiagnosed ADHD in a working-class, post-industrial community in Scotland . . . Newlands's impulsive, bold protagonist, who dreams big despite having very little, is richly layered . . . This sprawling coming-of-age tale explores poverty, belonging, grief and rage, and Newlands writes with such energy that his book, though bleak, is hard to put down . . . But what impresses most is the author's compassion for his flawed characters. There's humour as well as love, hope and resilience in this accomplished novel
| Author | Tom Newlands |
|---|---|
| Narrator | Amelia Leith |
| Duration | 11 hours |
| Release Date | |
| ISBN | 9781399607933 |
| Format | Audiobook |
| Publisher | Orion |
| Genre | Family life fiction, Modern and contemporary fiction, Narrative theme: Coming of age, Poverty and precarity |
| Availability | AU, GB, IE |
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