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Ourselves Alone by Siobhán Fenton

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Ourselves Alone

Publisher
Penguin Books Ltd
Publish Date
10 September 2026
Run Time
11 hours 47 minutes
Format
Audiobook

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What to expect

What really goes on behind closed doors in Ireland’s most secretive political party?

Long defined by message control and secrecy, Sinn Féin has rarely allowed outsiders a glimpse behind the curtain. Ourselves Alone, by former communications adviser and party spokesperson, Siobhán Fenton, is therefore a unique insight into its inner workings.

Fenton’s recruitment in 2020 reflected Sinn Féin’s ambition to broaden its appeal as it pushed toward government in the Republic. A Belfast native with a career in Northern Irish and British media, and no republican pedigree, Fenton was an unlikely insider. What she found – watching the leadership shape policy and strategy, dealing with the fall-out when these unravelled – was not the slick political machine many assumed, but an organisation grappling with the same pressures, misjudgements, and human frailties as any other, stresses that would eventually prove ruinous for its hopes.

Charting the years when Sinn Féin seemed poised for power, with Mary Lou McDonald set to become Ireland’s first female Taoiseach, Fenton traces how its momentum faltered. Particularly revealing is her account of the party’s ham-fisted response to the Dublin riots, a critical turning point. With nuance and candour, she recounts strategic missteps, the strains on its leadership, and her own role in a project that lost its way.

Part political memoir, part insider history, Ourselves Alone is an illuminating portrait of a pivotal moment in modern Irish politics—and of a party confronting the limits of its own myth-making.

© Siobhán Fenton 2026 (P) Penguin Audio 2026

Critics Review

  • Lifts the lid on a debacle that ambushed the party on the path to power . . . a cautionary tale

    Guardian

  • Highly detailed . . . an unflinching account of Sinn Féin's errors

    Financial Times

  • Political correspondents frequently complain that Sinn Féin doesn't leak, doesn't lay bare its internal workings . . . Well, here you go, folks

    Irish Times

  • Well written & well considered

    Instagram

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  • A fantastic read … very illuminating and enlightening. The most interesting and best written insider view of contemporary Irish politics I’ve read in quite a few years

    Irish Times Politics Podcast

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Details

Author
Siobhán Fenton
Narrator
Lisa Dwyer Hogg
Duration
11 hours 47 minutes
Release Date
10 September 2026
ISBN
9781405993180
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Penguin Books Ltd
Genre
Memoirs, Autobiography: historical, political and military, Political parties and party platforms, European history

Synopsis

What really goes on behind closed doors in Ireland’s most secretive political party?Long defined by message control and secrecy, Sinn Féin has rarely allowed outsiders a glimpse behind the curtain. Ourselves Alone, by former communications adviser and party spokesperson, Siobhán Fenton, is therefore a unique insight into its inner workings.Fenton’s recruitment in 2020 reflected Sinn Féin’s ambition to broaden its appeal as it pushed toward government in the Republic. A Belfast native with a career in Northern Irish and British media, and no republican pedigree, Fenton was an unlikely insider. What she found – watching the leadership shape policy and strategy, dealing with the fall-out when these unravelled – was not the slick political machine many assumed, but an organisation grappling with the same pressures, misjudgements, and human frailties as any other, stresses that would eventually prove ruinous for its hopes.Charting the years when Sinn Féin seemed poised for power, with Mary Lou McDonald set to become Ireland’s first female Taoiseach, Fenton traces how its momentum faltered. Particularly revealing is her account of the party’s ham-fisted response to the Dublin riots, a critical turning point. With nuance and candour, she recounts strategic missteps, the strains on its leadership, and her own role in a project that lost its way.Part political memoir, part insider history, Ourselves Alone is an illuminating portrait of a pivotal moment in modern Irish politics—and of a party confronting the limits of its own myth-making.© Siobhán Fenton 2026 (P) Penguin Audio 2026

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