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Pan by Michael Clune

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Pan

Publisher
Random House
Publish Date
24 July 2025
Run Time
9 hours 25 minutes
Format
Audiobook

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What to expect

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A thrilling and darkly funny debut novel about the joy and anxiety of adolescence by the acclaimed memoirist and cult writer

Nicholas has plenty of reasons to feel unstable: he’s fifteen, the child of divorced parents, living with his absent dad in the bleak Chicago suburbs, and an outsider at school. Then, one day in geometry class, he forgets how to breathe. The doctor says it’s just panic, but Nicholas suspects that his real problem might not be a psychiatric one: maybe the Greek god Pan is trapped inside his body.

As his paradigm for his own consciousness crumbles, Nicholas and his friends hunt for answers why – in art, music and literature – as they reach for a life beyond the confines of where they’ve grown up and what’s expected of them. Pan takes us inside the human psyche, where we risk discovering that the forces controlling our inner lives could be more alien than we want to let ourselves believe.

‘There is no other writer like him’ MAGGIE NELSON

‘I steal language and ideas from Michael Clune’ BEN LERNER

'I didn't want the book to end' BLAKE BUTLER

© Michael Clune 2025 (P) Penguin Audio 2025

Critics Review

  • A stunning debut . . . Pan is remarkable for the honesty of its treatment of both mental illness and adolescence. It shows more successfully than any other book I’ve read how these can be experienced as black magic . . . When we close the book, we find ourselves in a larger world

    Guardian, *Book of the Day*

  • Pan holds your attention as a sweet-and-sour tale of the no man’s land between childhood and adulthood . . . In this stylish and unsettling novel, the greatest fear is that inside your head is the only place to be

    Observer

  • Enthralling . . . A revelation . . . Strange and original

    Financial Times

  • Deeply impressive . . . [Clune is] a writer of great intensity and imagination; and Pan takes an old conceit – the disturbed-teen Bildungsroman – then crafts it into something strange, wild, unique

    Telegraph

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  • Dazzling . . . At once startling funny and radiantly – if here and there a little perplexingly – strange . . . Pan is exhilarating, a pure joy – and a sheer, nerve-curdling terror – from end to end

    Washington Post

  • A true original . . . A new Michael Clune book is a cause for celebration

    Paul Murray

  • Brilliant . . . Mind-bending, psychologically intricate, really thrilling

    Lauren Groff

  • Michael Clune writes lucid, shrewd, startling prose capable of laying bare pockets of human experience that might otherwise go without words. Pan proves his mesmeric ability to return our world and selves to us made strange and changed; there is no other writer like him

    Maggie Nelson

  • [Clune] is writing in the tradition of Proust, Sebald, Jenny Offill, Teju Cole and Nicholson Baker, writers whose eccentricities manifest in singular voices that are propulsive enough without pyrotechnic narratives. Like a great painter, Clune can show us the mind, the world, with just a few well-placed verbs . . . I could have read 300 pages of just this — Nicholas looking out the window and describing what he saw — and felt that I’d gotten my money’s worth

    New York Times

  • I steal language and ideas from Michael Clune

    Ben Lerner

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Details

Author
Michael Clune
Narrator
Michael Crouch
Duration
9 hours 25 minutes
Release Date
24 July 2025
ISBN
9781529972894
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Random House
Genre
Modern and contemporary fiction: literary and general, Humorous fiction, Narrative theme: coming of age

Synopsis

Brought to you by Penguin. A thrilling and darkly funny debut novel about the joy and anxiety of adolescence by the acclaimed memoirist and cult writerNicholas has plenty of reasons to feel unstable: he’s fifteen, the child of divorced parents, living with his absent dad in the bleak Chicago suburbs, and an outsider at school. Then, one day in geometry class, he forgets how to breathe. The doctor says it’s just panic, but Nicholas suspects that his real problem might not be a psychiatric one: maybe the Greek god Pan is trapped inside his body.As his paradigm for his own consciousness crumbles, Nicholas and his friends hunt for answers why – in art, music and literature – as they reach for a life beyond the confines of where they’ve grown up and what’s expected of them. Pan takes us inside the human psyche, where we risk discovering that the forces controlling our inner lives could be more alien than we want to let ourselves believe.‘There is no other writer like him’ MAGGIE NELSON‘I steal language and ideas from Michael Clune’ BEN LERNER'I didn't want the book to end' BLAKE BUTLER© Michael Clune 2025 (P) Penguin Audio 2025

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