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Pathemata

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It’s not the dream that matters, it’s the telling of the dream – the words you choose, the risks you take in externalising your mind

This is a dreamlike portrait of a body in struggle to connect with itself and others. As the narrator contends with chronic pain, and with a pandemic raging in the background, she sets out to examine the literal and symbolic role of the mouth in the life of a writer.

Merging dreams and dailies, Pathemata recounts the narrator’s tragicomic search to alleviate her suffering, a search that eventually becomes a reckoning with various forms of loss – the loss of intimacy, the loss of her father and the loss of a pivotal friend and mentor. In exacting, distilled prose, her account blurs the lines between embodied, unconscious and everyday life.

With characteristic precision, humour and compassion, Nelson explores the limits of language to describe experience, while also offering a portrait of an unnerving and isolating time in our shared history. A stunning, original experiment in interiority by the adored author of Bluets and The Argonauts, Pathemata is a personal and poetic reckoning with pain and loss, both physical and emotional, as well as an uncanny meditation on love, affliction and resilience.

© Maggie Nelson 2025 (P) Penguin Audio 2025

Critics Review

'Among the sharpest and most supple thinkers of her generation'
Olivia Laing
‘One of the most unique voices in non-fiction: enquiring, political, lyrically dazzling, empathetic’
Sinéad Gleeson
‘Always brilliant’
Geoff Dyer
‘Her words come as though from a great distance and strike incredibly close’
Anne Enright
‘Maggie Nelson shows us what it means to be real, offering a way of thinking that is as challenging as it is liberating’
Eula Biss
‘Maggie Nelson who writes with such passion, clarity, explicitness, fluidity, playfulness and generosity that she redefines what thinking can do today’
Wayne Koestenbaum
In Pathemata, Nelson somehow manages to write with perfect emotional pitch: its melancholia balanced with humour, its moments of grief and pain tempered by joy. Full of warmth, wisdom and weirdness, it is bound to become a classic. I adored it
Jenny Mustard
Author Maggie Nelson
Narrator Maggie Nelson
Duration 1 hours and 33 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781529963366
Format Audiobook
Publisher Random House
Genre Autobiography: writers, Coping with chronic or long-term illness or conditions, Coping with death and bereavement, Memoirs, Sociology: death and dying, Sociology: family and relationships
Availability AU, GB, IE

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