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Irish Times Best Fiction of 2026

'A painfully optimistic book that does the favour of making you laugh as it breaks your heart' Kenneth Branagh

'A tender, elegant novel about the beauty and importance of friendship…One of the most moving books I’ve read in some time' John Boyne

'Soaring, lyrical and heart-breaking' Michelle Gallen

'A fresh and authentic voice is found in this impressive and original debut about grief, loss and the enduring power of love' Christine Dwyer Hickey

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A tender coming-of-age story about friendship, first love, loss, and facing the ultimate question: who am I going to be? For fans of Douglas Stuart, Michael Magee, David Nicholls and Andrew O'Hagan

Brendan's best friend, his only friend, is Ronan McCoy. He knows things about Brendan that no one else does: about his job washing the cars at Feeney’s Funeral Home, about the loneliness he sometimes feels even when surrounded by hundreds of others at school. But Brendan never told Ronan about the dark feeling that sits at the bottom of his stomach, the feeling that tells him something bad is coming. It never comes when Ronan's around.

Ronan is smart and sporty and popular, totally comfortable in his own skin: all the things that Brendan himself isn't. But Ronan always makes him feel like a good friend, a good person, a better Brendan.

Standing at the school gates on the first day of term, the dark feeling begins to form in Brendan's stomach. And when Ronan doesn’t turn up, Brendan learns that something terrible happened to his best friend over the summer and he'll never be the same again. Over the course of the final year of school, Brendan will have to learn to navigate the new shape of their friendship and find a place for himself in the world without Ronan to protect him.

The Ballad of Ronan McCoy is a beautifully written, tender coming-of-age story about friendship and first love, loss and letting go, and the hopes and fears of a young man standing on the cusp of the rest of his life.

Critics Review

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‘Written with exquisite tenderness, wisdom and heart, this is a truly impressive debut. A rhapsody and requiem for adolescent innocence, told with sharp intelligence and a compassionate Irish wit. The steel-hooped bonds of youthful friendship, and adolescent love are indelible in vivid characters that ache with human-ness. This is a painfully optimistic book that does the favour of making you laugh as it breaks your heart’ Kenneth Branagh

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'A tender, elegant novel about the beauty and importance of friendship. Colin Morgan’s debut is one of the most moving books I’ve read in some time' John Boyne

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'Soaring, lyrical and heart-breaking. A tender and important new voice in Irish writing' Michelle Gallen

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'A fresh and authentic voice is found in this impressive and original debut about grief, loss and the enduring power of love' Christine Dwyer Hickey

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'An emotional rollercoaster of a book, an elegantly restrained account of how a bright young teenager comes to terms with his best friend’s devastating accident. A gripping, clear-eyed, moving look at loss and love in a country town in a post-Troubles Northern Ireland' William Wall

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