The Child We Lost
- Author Sheila Norton
- Narrator Penelope Freeman, Meg Travers
- Publisher Boldwood Books
- Publish Date 25 February 2026
- Run Time 8 hours and 54 minutes
- Format x-book®
- Genre Contemporary lifestyle fiction, Family life fiction, Modern and contemporary fiction, Narrative theme: Death, grief, loss, Narrative theme: Identity / belonging, Narrative theme: Interior life, Narrative theme: Love and relationships, Narrative theme: Social issues.
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What to expect
A BRAND NEW utterly heartbreaking emotional family drama of love, loss and grief. Perfect for fans of Jodi Picoult, Kate Hewitt and Susan Lewis. 💔
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'This has to be one of my best reads for 2026' Reader review
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'Possibly one of the best books I have ever read' Reader review
What would you do if your lost child came back...
She pouts, looking upset, and I want nothing more than to kiss her better and say 'All right then, yes. Perhaps he can come back, perhaps he will, perhaps he has!' But I can’t. I know I can’t lie to her about this...
The day we lost Josh, a part of me broke. He was only three-and-a-half years old. His twin, Ruby, suddenly an only child.
We thought we were doing as well as expected. But when Ruby comes to me and says she saw Josh – alive – I assume she’s struggling more than we realised. It’s her way of holding on. Of refusing to let go.
But then I see him too.
A boy with Josh’s same pale blue eyes, the silvery-white hair that falls across his forehead in exactly the same way. It’s more than a similarity. This boy could be Josh’s twin.
How can that be possible?
I know I have to listen to my rational brain, that this must be my grief messing with my mind. But I can’t let go of the feeling that something is going on. Who is this boy? And does someone know more than they’re letting on?
A gripping, emotional page-turner about loss, love and the unbreakable bond between a mother and her child.
'An absolute brilliant book … I just couldn’t stop reading it until the very last page, so many twists … This has to be one of my best reads for 2026' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'I absolutely adored this book, what a heartbreaking story and so well told. Couldn’t put it down. Possibly one of the best books I have ever read' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'This is an amazing book: emotional, gripping, and impossible to put down. If you love powerful family dramas with secrets at their core, this one is an absolute must-read.' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
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