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The Child We Lost
- Author
- Sheila Norton
- Narrator
- Penelope Freeman, Meg Travers
- Publisher
- Boldwood Books
- Publish Date
- 25 February 2026
- Run Time
- 8 hours 54 minutes
- Format
- x-book®
What to expect
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'This has to be one of my best reads for 2026' Reader review
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'Possibly one of the best books I have ever read' Reader review
What would you do if your lost child came back...She pouts, looking upset, and I want nothing more than to kiss her better and say 'All right then, yes. Perhaps he can come back, perhaps he will, perhaps he has!' But I can’t. I know I can’t lie to her about this...
The day we lost Josh, a part of me broke. He was only three-and-a-half years old. His twin, Ruby, suddenly an only child.
We thought we were doing as well as expected. But when Ruby comes to me and says she saw Josh – alive – I assume she’s struggling more than we realised. It’s her way of holding on. Of refusing to let go.
But then I see him too.
A boy with Josh’s same pale blue eyes, the silvery-white hair that falls across his forehead in exactly the same way. It’s more than a similarity. This boy could be Josh’s twin.
How can that be possible?
I know I have to listen to my rational brain, that this must be my grief messing with my mind. But I can’t let go of the feeling that something is going on. Who is this boy? And does someone know more than they’re letting on?
A gripping, emotional page-turner about loss, love and the unbreakable bond between a mother and her child.
'a well-written and intriguing family drama that kept me guessing until the end. The plot was pacy and storylines all weaved together into a powerful climax' Caroline Finnerty
'An absolute brilliant book … I just couldn’t stop reading it until the very last page, so many twists … This has to be one of my best reads for 2026' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'I absolutely adored this book, what a heartbreaking story and so well told. Couldn’t put it down. Possibly one of the best books I have ever read' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'This is an amazing book: emotional, gripping, and impossible to put down. If you love powerful family dramas with secrets at their core, this one is an absolute must-read.' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'This book captivated me from beginning to end. A smile, wiping away a tear, and repeat. A wonderful book. 5 stars from a big fan.' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'It's emotional but also warmhearted and beautifully written' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
'I knew this book would be an emotional gripping read and it didn’t let me down! I was hooked from the beginning and had so many theories not guessing till the end! This is a fab book and a highly recommended read!' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
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- Author
- Sheila Norton
- Narrator
- Penelope Freeman, Meg Travers
- Duration
- 8 hours 54 minutes
- Release Date
- 25 February 2026
- ISBN
- 9781806563241
- Format
- x-book®
- Publisher
- Boldwood Books
- Genre
- Family life fiction, Narrative theme: Death, grief, loss, Narrative theme: Social issues, Narrative theme: Identity / belonging, Modern and contemporary fiction, Contemporary lifestyle fiction, Narrative theme: Love and relationships, Narrative theme: Interior life
Synopsis
A BRAND NEW utterly heartbreaking emotional family drama of love, loss and grief. Perfect for fans of Jodi Picoult, Kate Hewitt and Susan Lewis. 💔⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'This has to be one of my best reads for 2026' Reader review⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 'Possibly one of the best books I have ever read' Reader reviewWhat would you do if your lost child came back...She pouts, looking upset, and I want nothing more than to kiss her better and say 'All right then, yes. Perhaps he can come back, perhaps he will, perhaps he has!' But I can’t. I know I can’t lie to her about this...The day we lost Josh, a part of me broke. He was only three-and-a-half years old. His twin, Ruby, suddenly an only child.We thought we were doing as well as expected. But when Ruby comes to me and says she saw Josh – alive – I assume she’s struggling more than we realised. It’s her way of holding on. Of refusing to let go.But then I see him too.A boy with Josh’s same pale blue eyes, the silvery-white hair that falls across his forehead in exactly the same way. It’s more than a similarity. This boy could be Josh’s twin.How can that be possible?I know I have to listen to my rational brain, that this must be my grief messing with my mind. But I can’t let go of the feeling that something is going on. Who is this boy? And does someone know more than they’re letting on?A gripping, emotional page-turner about loss, love and the unbreakable bond between a mother and her child.'a well-written and intriguing family drama that kept me guessing until the end. The plot was pacy and storylines all weaved together into a powerful climax' Caroline Finnerty'An absolute brilliant book … I just couldn’t stop reading it until the very last page, so many twists … This has to be one of my best reads for 2026' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review'I absolutely adored this book, what a heartbreaking story and so well told. Couldn’t put it down. Possibly one of the best books I have ever read' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review'This is an amazing book: emotional, gripping, and impossible to put down. If you love powerful family dramas with secrets at their core, this one is an absolute must-read.' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review'This book captivated me from beginning to end. A smile, wiping away a tear, and repeat. A wonderful book. 5 stars from a big fan.' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review'It's emotional but also warmhearted and beautifully written' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review'I knew this book would be an emotional gripping read and it didn’t let me down! I was hooked from the beginning and had so many theories not guessing till the end! This is a fab book and a highly recommended read!' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Reader review
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