The Disappearance
- Author Steven Kubacki, PhD
- Narrator Matthew Shea
- Publisher Highbridge Company
- Publish Date 28 October 2025
- Run Time 7 hours and 20 minutes
- Format Audio
- Genre Conspiracy theories, Memoirs, Psychology, True crime, Unexplained phenomena / the paranormal.
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What to expect
In 1978, Steven Kubacki disappeared without a trace near Lake Michigan. Fifteen months later, he reappeared—disoriented, in unfamiliar clothes, and claiming no memory of what had happened. For over four decades, the mystery of his disappearance gripped armchair detectives, Reddit sleuths, and TikTok theorists. Now, for the first time, Kubacki tells his story in his own words.
The Disappearance is not just a memoir—it's a reckoning with identity, conspiracy, and higher consciousness. With raw honesty and philosophical depth, Kubacki unpacks his past as a rebellious student, the secrets behind the Nexalistic Revolutionary Front (NRF), and his journey through spiritual encounters, political awakening, and a mission to change the world.
This is the untold truth behind one of the most baffling disappearances in American history. Blending memoir, manifesto, and metaphysical exploration, The Disappearance takes listeners into interdimensional realities, clandestine operations, and Kubacki's decades-long search for meaning in a chaotic world.
If you liked The Redemption of Bobby Love, Moral Man, or Con/Artist, then you'll love The Disappearance.
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