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The Waiting List by Matilda Wilding

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The Waiting List

Narrator
Bea Holland
Publisher
Bloomsbury Publishing
Publish Date
26 February 2026
Run Time
11 hours 7 minutes
Format
Audiobook

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What to expect

Bloomsbury presents The Waiting List by Matilda Wilding, read by Bea Holland.

'Clever and brilliantly observed' Emily Edwards, author of The Herd
'Gripping, thought-provoking, and impossible to put down' Emily Freud

Whose life means the most?

'Clutched tight in my hand is a scrawled list of names… A list of people who could save my life.'

Liv wants to be the mother she never had

Liv has always dreamt of the moment she will hold her own baby. But just at the moment her new life – as a devoted mother to Max, a loving wife to Justin – should be starting, it looks like it may be ending. An undiagnosed heart condition, worsened by her pregnancy, has thrown her whole future into doubt. If she doesn't receive an urgent transplant, she won't live much longer.

But what if she can't be here for her son?

As she grows weaker, her determination to raise her baby grows stronger. Without her to protect him, what future does Max face? Slowly Liv begins to ask herself a terrible question: she needs someone's healthy heart to replace her failing one. For that to happen, an accident would have to befall someone else. But what if she could engineer that accident herself? What if she could choose someone to die in order that she could live?

If the end of someone else's life offers you the chance of saving your own, whose life means the most?

A powerful and completely gripping novel about love, sacrifice and how life forces you to do the unthinkable.

Critics Review

  • Extraordinary ... brilliantly unpredictable

    Daily Mail

  • Kept me turning the pages

    Prima

  • Wrenching, twisting, love-soaked and tense, Wilding’s debut is everything a thriller should be

    Bonnie Burke-Patel, author of Dead As Gold and I Died At Fallow Hall

  • So clever and brilliantly observed. I felt so acutely [Liv’s] agonising dilemma, her fear for her son and the sometimes brutal nature of love. I definitely let out a few gasps at the end! It reminded me a lot of Broken Country – which I also loved

    Emily Edwards, author of The Herd and Private Lives

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  • This twisty debut asks not just how far we’d go for those we love, but whether one person’s life can ever be worth more than another’s - a thought-provoking page turner that will keep you guessing to the very end

    Lucy Atkins, author of Windmill Hill and bestselling Magpie Lane

  • A devastating moral dilemma that asks how far a mother would go to stay alive for her child. Gripping, thought-provoking, and impossible to put down

    Emily Freud, author of Her Last Summer and The Cliffhanger

  • This taut thriller simmers with the slow-burn tension of a life-threatening dilemma that has no easy answers. Wilding writes vivid prose that elevates a unique scenario to make for a compelling read. Recommended for a deliciously dark book club read that will have you asking ‘What would I do?'

    Jo Furniss, author of Guilt Trip

  • A perfect blend of heart and guts (pun intended), The Waiting List is a deft and sensitive exploration of a horrifying dilemma, and the lengths we will go to protect the sanctity of a much longed-for family. Beautifully written, and searingly insightful, this is an intelligent and propulsive debut balancing all the right elements of a true psychological thriller

    Lizzy Barber, bestselling author of Out of her Depth

  • It is beautifully written, heartbreaking (and at times heart-stopping) with plenty of twists to keep me turning the pages. The raw, visceral emotion of a mother’s love for her child is perfectly rendered on the page and the clever, surprising plot ensured I was invested right up until the very end

    Kathryn Sharman, author of The Family at No. 23

  • The Waiting List is a stunning debut - impeccably plotted and delivering fresh tension with every twist. I was gripped from the first page, and the depth of the emotion in this novel - and the moral dilemma at its heart - will stay with me for a long time to come

    Hannah Brennan, author of No Safe Place and Nothing Left Behind

  • This is a stylish and elevated suspense novel with a bold and fresh premise. Wilding captures the experience of chronic illness with sensitivity and insight. I was drawn into Liv's world and rooted for her throughout, even when her decisions were flawed and desperate. This isn't a book you should start when you have commitments because you'll want to hide away till you finish

    Chris Bridges, author of Sick to Death

  • Blisteringly taut and exquisitely written, with twists at every turn. I can’t remember the last time a book delivered so many surprises

    Celia Silvani, author of Baby Teeth

  • When a new mother gets sick and finds herself on the transplant list, there is nothing she won’t do for a new heart. Twisty and tantalising, this original debut takes us into the darkness of human desperation and asks: who would you kill to save yourself?

    Sam Holland, author of The Echo Man

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Details

Author
Matilda Wilding
Narrator
Bea Holland
Duration
11 hours 7 minutes
Release Date
26 February 2026
ISBN
9781526692214
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Bloomsbury Publishing
Genre
Thriller / suspense fiction, Narrative theme: love / relationships, Medical thriller, Transplant surgery, Infertility and fertilization

Synopsis

Bloomsbury presents The Waiting List by Matilda Wilding, read by Bea Holland.'Clever and brilliantly observed' Emily Edwards, author of The Herd 'Gripping, thought-provoking, and impossible to put down' Emily FreudWhose life means the most?'Clutched tight in my hand is a scrawled list of names… A list of people who could save my life.'Liv wants to be the mother she never hadLiv has always dreamt of the moment she will hold her own baby. But just at the moment her new life – as a devoted mother to Max, a loving wife to Justin – should be starting, it looks like it may be ending. An undiagnosed heart condition, worsened by her pregnancy, has thrown her whole future into doubt. If she doesn't receive an urgent transplant, she won't live much longer. But what if she can't be here for her son?As she grows weaker, her determination to raise her baby grows stronger. Without her to protect him, what future does Max face? Slowly Liv begins to ask herself a terrible question: she needs someone's healthy heart to replace her failing one. For that to happen, an accident would have to befall someone else. But what if she could engineer that accident herself? What if she could choose someone to die in order that she could live?If the end of someone else's life offers you the chance of saving your own, whose life means the most?A powerful and completely gripping novel about love, sacrifice and how life forces you to do the unthinkable.

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