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This Child of Mine

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What to expect

‘Beautiful, emotional and hopeful, but have tissues to hand.’ Liz Fenwick

When Stephanie is told she’s pregnant and that she is sick on the same day, she faces an impossible choice…

After trying for a baby for so long, finding out I was pregnant was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. But in the same breath as the news I had been waiting years to hear, the doctor told me I was seriously ill.

If I carry my baby to term, I will almost certainly die.

If I proceed with treatment, my baby will not live.

My husband – the father of this child – is telling me to save myself. But with all the secrets I know he is keeping from me, I can’t trust him anymore.

What would you do?

An emotional yet uplifting tear-jerker that will have you reaching for the tissues – perfect for fans of EMMA ROBINSON and JODI PICOULT.

This Child of Mine is breaking reader’s hearts!

‘The ultimate decision! What a heartbreaking story.’ Real Reader Review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐

WOW. What a heartbreaking, but beautifully written story, I absolutely loved every minute of this book – and what an ending!’ Real Reader Review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘This book certainly proves that when you want to be a mother, you will do everything possible to get it. Beautifully written.’ Real Reader Review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐

This Child of Mine will give you all of the feels. This beautifully written story will have you reaching for the tissues.’ Real Reader Review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Critics Review

‘Beautiful, emotional and hopeful, but have tissues to hand.’ Liz Fenwick

‘Tragic but ultimately uplifting.’ Katie Fforde

‘A heartfelt and suspenseful tale of an agonising life-and-death dilemma…this is a family drama that doesn’t shy away from sadness and conflict but powers towards an ultimately hopeful conclusion.’ Ali Mercer

‘An emotional story which broke my heart but was beautifully uplifting and filled with hope.’ Emma Cowell

‘This Child of Mine is an emotionally-charged, beautiful, and poignant story that will stay with me for a very long time. Wilson had me sobbing from the very first page, and I couldn’t put the book down. An absolute triumph of a debut.’ Natali Simmonds

‘Right from the first pages, the reader is plunged into and emotional and heartrending story… wondering what they might do in a similar situation. This book cannot fail to move the reader.’ Janet Gover

‘A highly emotional read. Both harrowing and hopeful. Wilson offers a subtle, raw and tender exploration of what family means and how grief can ultimately open up new strength and unknown paths to happiness.’ Sarah Jost

‘I spent my Sunday devouring this heartfelt, emotional, charming and gorgeously-written debut. With many unexpected moments, great characters, and a satisfying conclusion, I was lost in the story. Highly recommended.’ Louise Beech

‘Gripping, timely and important, This Child of Mine tackles something that is all too often swept into the shadows: the heartbreak that can come with starting a family.’ Katie Allen

‘Heartbreaking, unexpected and necessary. This book is just stunning.’ Emma Cooper

‘A beautifully written story of love and hope that will capture readers’ hearts and minds. Emma-Claire is the real deal – a writer to fall in love with.’ Alison May

‘A strong debut that takes the reader on a heartbreaking rollercoaster of emotions. Thoroughly recommend.’ Jenni Keer

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