When I Kill You
- Author B A Paris
- Narrator Georgia Maguire
- Publisher HarperCollins Publishers
- Publish Date 12 March 2026
- Run Time 8 hours and 11 minutes
- Format x-book®
- Genre Crime and mystery fiction, Family life fiction, Modern and contemporary fiction, Narrative theme: Death, grief, loss, Narrative theme: Love and relationships, Psychological thriller.
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What to expect
Get hooked by this brand-new, addictive thriller full of jaw-dropping twists and dark secrets.
'A rollercoaster ride that I couldn’t put down … I still needed to look over my shoulder even after checking that I’d locked all of my windows and doors' Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Wow. A five-star, edge-of-your-seat masterpiece … I was left stunned' Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Suspenseful, jaw-dropping … I devoured this book in one sitting' Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘The challenge is to separate dangerous reality from paranoia in this unsettling, pulse-racing tale’ Louise Candlish
*****
Who is watching Nell Masters?
Nell Masters is certain she’s being watched. Every day she feels a prickling unease on her morning commute, silent phone calls echo in her office, and an extravagant bouquet arrives at her doorstep – no card, no clue.
But Nell has reason to look over her shoulder. Because Nell has a secret…
Fourteen years ago, Nell witnessed a young woman get into a stranger’s car. When that woman was later found murdered, Nell became obsessed with finding the killer – a fixation that led her down a dangerous path. But has the hunter become the hunted? Or is there something even more deadly at play?
Multi-million-copy bestselling author B A Paris returns with a blistering thriller about secrets, identity and the shadows that haunt us, perfect for fans of The Housemaid and His and Hers.
*****
Praise for B A Paris:
'A mesmeric, tense and twisting nightmare. Suffocating, controlled and hugely entertaining' Chris Whitaker
'Expertly plotted and compellingly told … I raced through it' Harriet Tyce
'A rollercoaster ride, with plenty of twists' Observer
'B A Paris is a mistress at weaving family with fear, suspense and subterfuge' Jane Corry
‘A powerful, beautifully crafted story that ratchets up the tension with every page and packs a huge emotional punch’ T. M. Logan
'Packed with tension and nail-bitingly real, I couldn't put it down!' Lauren North
*****
Readers give WHEN I KILL YOU five stars!
'Dark, twisty and psychologically sharp, this was a real page-turner' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'A tense, gripping thriller that’s easy to get into and hard to put down' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Kept me up all night … I couldn't put it down' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'A totally unpredictable rollercoaster' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'I was hooked from the start and couldn't function until I got to the end!' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Full of twists and so well-written … B A Paris is a fabulous author but this is one of the best' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Creepy, suspenseful, addictive' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Critics Review
‘My heart was pounding. If you like fast and frantic stories, you’ll love this’ The Sun
n‘A propulsive and deliciously dark page-turner. Perfectly paced and tightly plotted’ Lucy Clarke
n'Elegant, taut, ingeniously plotted and extremely addictive. Superb!' Will Dean
n‘Twists our expectations of the entire psychological thriller genre’ Guardian
n‘The tension builds almost unbearably’ Good Housekeeping
n‘This outstanding debut novel will leave you breathless’ Bella
n‘Behind Closed Doors is both unsettling and addictive, as I raced through the pages to find out Grace’s fate. A chilling thriller that will keep you reading long into the night’ Mary Kubica
n‘Brilliant, chilling, scary and unputdownable’ Lesley Pearse
n| Author | B A Paris |
|---|---|
| Narrator | Georgia Maguire |
| Duration | 8 hours and 11 minutes |
| Release Date | |
| ISBN | 9780008788605 |
| Format | x-book® |
| Publisher | HarperCollins Publishers |
| Genre | Crime and mystery fiction, Family life fiction, Modern and contemporary fiction, Narrative theme: Death, grief, loss, Narrative theme: Love and relationships, Psychological thriller |
| Availability | AU, GB, IE |
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