When through Deep Waters

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Alicen McAffery finally has the life her mother always dreamed for her: a beautiful home in Santa Monica, a successful husband, and an adorable daughter. Then tragedy blows her carefully assembled façade to pieces. Worse yet―Alicen feels solely responsible. At rock bottom, she decides to accompany a childhood friend back to Red Lodge, Montana, where they spent summers together as kids.

The peaceful mountain landscape, accented with lush forests and small-town charm, brings back happy memories of time spent with her beloved, eccentric Grandma Josephine. Alicen begins to hope that perhaps things could be different here. Perhaps the oppressive guilt will lift―if only for a moment.

But when Alicen starts hearing voices and seeing mysterious figures near the river in the woods, she begins to fear she’s completely lost her sanity, as it’s rumored her grandmother did. Or might there be more to Red Lodge than meets the eye? Could the voices and visions be real―and her only means of finding the healing she so desperately needs? Or will they prove to be her final undoing?

Critics Review

“A compelling, mystical story of a woman who has everything and loses it all, only to gain something much more…The author plumbs the depths of faith and the human psyche in her many layered novels.”

Library Journal (starred review)

“An intricate psychological suspense story with fine shades of the fantastical…Tackling topics of grief and mental illness, Dekker has crafted a story that is hauntingly hopeful.”

Publishers Weekly

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