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When I Was Ten by Fiona Cummins

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When I Was Ten

Narrator
Olivia Dowd
Publisher
Pan Macmillan
Publish Date
15 April 2021
Run Time
9 hours 55 minutes
Format
Audiobook
Rating
5.0 (2 reviews)

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What to expect

When I Was Ten is the stay-up-all-night thriller by acclaimed crime author Fiona Cummins.

‘Grips like a vice’ – Val McDermid, author of the Karen Pirie series

‘Absorbing, tense and beautifully paced’ – Daily Mail

Twenty-one years ago, Dr Richard Carter and his wife Pamela were killed in what has become the most infamous double murder of the modern age.

Their ten year-old daughter – nicknamed the Angel of Death – spent eight years in a children’s secure unit and is living quietly under an assumed name with a family of her own.

Now, on the anniversary of the trial, a documentary team has tracked down her older sister, compelling her to break two decades of silence.

Her explosive interview sparks national headlines and journalist Brinley Booth, a childhood friend of the Carter sisters, is tasked with covering the news story.

For the first time, the three women are forced to confront what really happened that night – with devastating consequences for them all.

‘I finished it with my heart in my mouth. Highly recommended’ – Louise Candlish, author of Our House

‘Dark, creepy and ultimately compassionate’ – JP Delaney, author of The Girl Before

‘Utterly compelling; a true just-one-more-chapter thriller’ – Clare Mackintosh, author of The Last Party

Critics Review

  • Fiona Cummins evokes the dark arts of journalism and politics with an insider’s relish in this rich, intricately woven novel of childhood crime and adult redemption. I finished it with my heart in my mouth. Highly recommended

    Louise Candlish on When I Was Ten

  • This thriller explores typically dark territory for this author, who has a gift for tapping a rich seam of evil that underpins the surface of the every day. Superbly sinister

    Sunday Mirror on The Neighbour

  • Absorbing, tense and beautifully paced

    Daily Mail

  • She is the master of depicting the way the most terrifyingly grotesque and evil psychopaths inveigle their way into the lives of ordinary people . . . When writing from the perspective of ordinary people caught up in horrific events, Fiona Cummins is unbeatable

    Sunday Express

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  • The Neighbour is masterfully written and intricately plotted to keep the reader captivated until a hugely enjoyable finale

    Daily Express

  • A crime novel of the very first order

    David Baldacci on The Collector

  • Creepy as hell and kept me guessing to the very end

    Ian Rankin on The Neighbour

  • Trust me – Cummins is a keeper

    Lee Child on The Collector

  • It’s rare that a debut has this much polish. Harrowing and horrifying, head and shoulders above most of the competition

    Val McDermid on Rattle

  • Pretty much held my breath for the last twenty pages. It’s sensational

    Clare Empson, author of Him and Mine

User Reviews

Book 5.0

Narration 5.0

  • 5.0 5.0

    Excellent 👍

    Eviecatmum 2025-04-12

Details

Author
Fiona Cummins
Narrator
Olivia Dowd
Duration
9 hours 55 minutes
Release Date
15 April 2021
ISBN
9781509876976
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Pan Macmillan
Genre
Psychological thriller, Crime and mystery: women sleuths / detectives, Family life fiction / Stories about family, Narrative theme: social issues / social problems
Rating
5.0(2 reviews)
Narration
5.0(2 reviews)

Synopsis

When I Was Ten is the stay-up-all-night thriller by acclaimed crime author Fiona Cummins.‘Grips like a vice’ – Val McDermid, author of the Karen Pirie series‘Absorbing, tense and beautifully paced’ – Daily MailTwenty-one years ago, Dr Richard Carter and his wife Pamela were killed in what has become the most infamous double murder of the modern age.Their ten year-old daughter – nicknamed the Angel of Death – spent eight years in a children’s secure unit and is living quietly under an assumed name with a family of her own.Now, on the anniversary of the trial, a documentary team has tracked down her older sister, compelling her to break two decades of silence.Her explosive interview sparks national headlines and journalist Brinley Booth, a childhood friend of the Carter sisters, is tasked with covering the news story.For the first time, the three women are forced to confront what really happened that night – with devastating consequences for them all.‘I finished it with my heart in my mouth. Highly recommended’ – Louise Candlish, author of Our House‘Dark, creepy and ultimately compassionate’ – JP Delaney, author of The Girl Before‘Utterly compelling; a true just-one-more-chapter thriller’ – Clare Mackintosh, author of The Last Party

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