Where It All Began
- Author Debbie Howells
- Narrator Melanie Crawley
- Publisher Boldwood Books
- Publish Date 9 April 2026
- Run Time 9 hours and 28 minutes
- Format Audio
- Genre Family life fiction, Fiction: general and literary, Fiction: mashup, Narrative theme: Identity / belonging, Narrative theme: Love and relationships.
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What to expect
A BRAND NEW heartbreaking and ultimately uplifting story about mothers and daughters, love, and loss. Perfect for fans of Lucy Diamond, Beth Moran, and Amanda Prowse. 💔💐💌
Dear Lexie, it feels funny writing to you, but of course, you always wanted to go and do great things. So letters it is, until I see you again. I saw a flower today, and it reminded me of you…
As Edie writes to her long-distant daughter, she finds herself going over her memories of Lexie’s childhood, not just the moments that held them together, but also the things – and the person – who ultimately tore them apart.
Perhaps by writing, she will be able to work out what went wrong. And if she can do that, surely she will find a way to bring Lexie back, to make their family whole again?
But revisiting the past isn’t as comfortable a journey as she’d hoped. And the truth comes with a revelation that will shock Edie, and change everything…
The most unforgettable story of the year – available now!
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‘Such a moving story, have tissues nearby{::}. This could easily be a read that’ll make you cry!… Inspirational… You never know what fate will put in your way… A story of love, of loss and more.’ Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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